Finding God in Everything LET GO AND LET GOD

DO NOT CHEAT.

A reflection way back 2009.

...That's our first ever quiz in our subject Psychiatric Nursing. Yes, i am prepared for the quiz as always. As our professor start dictating the questions, and we start answering the first and second items, i find it somewhat easy. But then, suddenly in the middle of our quiz, my seatmate talk to me, and ask what was the answer in a particular item. On our surprise, our professor, heard what he say, and in return, she take our papers and signed it with an automatic zero mark. 

Nakakahiya. its my first time to be "caught" cheating. It hurts, cause I know, it's not my fault. Although my classmate apologize about it, it hurts me a lot still.

My classmates tries to comfort me by saying that its not my fault, and they know naman that I dont and I never cheat, besides, its just a lucky day for the others at our back that they were not caught...blah..blah..blah.. all these, does notwork. I felt betrayed for a reason that I dont know. Maybe because, i know that situation creates a negative impression of mine to our prof.

I felt very upset and so much hurt about it, i want to cover my face from my classmates because of shame.

pauwi na ako and i decided to ride on the next jeep. that time, i am the only passenger inside. i feel the tiredness and heaviness of the day. i want to pray, but i dont know what to pray. i am ashame and guilty. i felt that my eyes, if i did not close, soon a tear will surely fall from it, so i decided to just close my eyes. 

with the silence within me, i felt God's loving embrace and heard him say, "Than't okay my child, now you know what youve done. the sorrow you feel is the product of your repentance." that time, in the darkness in my imagination, i see the light. i ask the Lord for forgiveness and say to him that I understand why I had to feel this way. I have sinned against his will.

>>> di pa man ako humihingi ng tawad, coz that time icant find any words to say, pero si Lord as always, he laways makes himself available and is always ready to comfort us. healing our hurts.

>>> oo, simple lang nga siguro yung nangyaring yun, pero, it is still a sin. and it affects me a lot. 

>>>buti na lang, I have a big and merciful God who is always ready to forgive us as long us we open our hearts to Him.

"Sapagkat ang utos ay tanglaw, at ang aral ay ilaw, at ang mga saway ng disiplina ay daan ng buhay."
-Kawikaan 6:23

GOD is good.
Stay Blessed. 0:-)